Am I Desperate?

So I had another fantasy yesterday, they seem to happen when someone speaks but this is the second time it's been about the same person and an identical topic! I am starting to believe it is from seeing the quantity of  couples around school. Though I find it more fun to jokingly flirt with many people in our year maybe I'm deep down feeling deprived of a boyfriend... But that's way too deep for myself considering my age. However, the TV manipulated us into believing at an early age that 15 was the year that school would be cool and everyone would be in relationships, with the "nerds" overpowering the bullies and people being judged by their personality. We were lied to!

I honestly just want cuddles! :-(

Quote Of The Day:

[On Facebook, please excuse the text talk]

Nikita: Boyfriend pls

Me: Please can we just steal someone!

Each of course

Nikita: We're gonna have to, ffs

Me: We should just kidnap 2 guys and hold them hostage until they agree to dating us

Nikita: We'll still have to hold them hostage after or they'll run away

Me: Oh yeah, but we have to feed them well otherwise they'll feel like complete prisoners

Just an insight into our desperate life :')

Adios,

Beth x