Oy Vey!
I think I lust over people too often, not in the "craving for sex" type of lust but a simple desire aimed at a person. By person I also mean man. So if I just completely rearrange my original sentence, I think I desire men too often. It's not that I'm calling myself a slut, mainly because I already corrected the idea that I'm not craving sex and the mere fact that I'm 15, but I definitely should control my image of men.
I find the hotness in them, whether it's their humour or looks. It doesnt even seem to bother me their age! So many men are attractive. However, they're not and I need to lose this frame of mind. I suspect this is just a phase, at least I'm praying that it is otherwise it's just going to get worse!
Quote Of The Day:
[After a long conversation]
Mum: So if ever you come across someone you feel uncomfortable around or who you find rather creepy don't be afraid to leave them to it-
Me: -Okay, bye!
I thought it was quite a funny, in the moment reply. However I think mum felt differently about that, as she told me later on. I'm just not so keen on deep conversations.
I find the hotness in them, whether it's their humour or looks. It doesnt even seem to bother me their age! So many men are attractive. However, they're not and I need to lose this frame of mind. I suspect this is just a phase, at least I'm praying that it is otherwise it's just going to get worse!
Quote Of The Day:
[After a long conversation]
Mum: So if ever you come across someone you feel uncomfortable around or who you find rather creepy don't be afraid to leave them to it-
Me: -Okay, bye!
I thought it was quite a funny, in the moment reply. However I think mum felt differently about that, as she told me later on. I'm just not so keen on deep conversations.
Adios,
Beth x
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