Insanely Bored!

Boredom's struck again. I feel as though I'm either highly uninteresting or irritating as I may have just started a conversation, or been midway, when the other person doesn't reply. Also, with my recent snapchat addiction growing out of hand, no one is safe from my evil thoughts! I have become aware of when friends ignore me as I remember their score and view it later.. Creepy I know but I'm not sure how to control it. I simply feel bored all the time, in retrospect I'm glad of the return to school, something to do.

How dare I feel happy about school! I'm failing so much so that I need to see the Guidance Counsellor - in my doctor's opinion! School has drained all passion for subjects from my body and replaced it with fear, is that what school is about? I always thought school was about the drive towards knowledge. Though I must've learnt wrong.

On a positive note I have a date to prom now, woo! It wasn't the big ask that I would've liked after watching High School Musical a couple days ago but I shouldn't complain. I did feel ever so bad for the guy though because as he asked I giggled to myself and replied "sure". Moments after it left my lips both of us seemed a bit confused with that type of answer. As it lingered he made a joke about how certain I was, yet we gradually brushed it away.

Back to my boredom, this helped hide it, however now it's over I'm not sure what to do. If you have any suggestions, fab! For now I'll just stick my head in a book. 

Adios,

Beth x